thoughts

Life took a strange turn and I could finally convince myself to accept certain things the way they are. Enough of fighting over whats impossible, ofcourse we are all fighters but there is no point trying to get something not meant for you. Its better that, that something realizes that they ought to be with you and it should come to you on their own.

But at the same point I have made some strange friends...all of them fun to talk to, I honestly think that I already have way too many friends. I feel friendships are emotional investments and you should have diversified portfolio but then too many scattered investments do not lead you anywhere. Aaj bada ajeeb tone mein I have written this blog, maybe it speaks of my mental framework. Weekend we just relaxed...and I talked to something and some small investments.

"Aadhi ho ya toofan ho, mere mann mein rahe tu sada",
"koi apna ho ya paraayo ho, tujhe dhoondo mein har jagah"

addat by Jal

Na Jaane kabse ..Ummeedein kuch baaki hain,
Mujhe phir bhi teri yaad..kyon aati hain...
Na Jaane kabse.

Door jitna bhi tum mujse...paas tere mein,
Ab to addat mujhe hain aise jeene mein,
zindagi se koi shikwa bhi nahi hain...
ab to zinda hoon mein iss neele aasmaan mein.

Chaahat hain aise teri badti jaaye
Aaahat aise hain teri..mujhko sataaye
Yaadein hain ghahri itni ki dil doob jaaye
Aur aakhon mein yeh gum ..numm ban jaaye...

Ab to addat hain mujhe aise jeene mein

aimless wanderer

Lakshya ..is the movie of the year. Farhan Aktar has once again shown he is the director of the present times. The movie is nice, I never thought I will write this but Hrithik is good. All the characters are well suited for their respective parts aur 2-3 scenes to bhagwaan!!!. So go and watch it is my recommendation

Baaki Bammi ko SF ghumaaya and also went to Berkeley for 2-3 hours. Ek dum Michigan ki yaad aa gayi. They also had a place similar to our Media Union lawns but now that I look back UofM was too big and too magnificent. Still nice place, we also went to a place called Marina to observe the sunset but I guess UCSB has a much better sunset point. Drove 200 miles yesterday so my gaddi worked hard yesterday and driving in San Franciso's Lambart street and then on to Crooked street was an experience :)) Ask people following me who had the time of their lives. So yeh weekend bhi bhaag gaya aur so many things still not done. Chalo maybe next week

bhagwaan

Itna life mein busy ho jaaonga kabhi nahi socha tha. Matlab ki ...matlab ki ...bahut hi jyaada busy. Ghar aao aur Somani aur Bammi, do meta ke dhuandar...life mein aur kya chahiye. Time kaise beet jaata hain pata hi nahi chalta. Blog likhne tak ka time nahi milta and as I am writing this one Bammi is brushing is teeth, aur mera roommate Ajay rao utha to release the final fluids for the day...hehehehe gandi baat

Aur to kuch khaas nahi hain likhne ko, kal Lakshya dekhne ka plan hain hopefully everything goes on smoothly. Makhi was this close to plan a trip to Sunnyvale but then he backed out which I guess is good. I want to spend time with him aur woh nahi ho paata. Chalo I guess..its okay

Song of the night..."Bheegi yaadein " from Junoon..."yaadein bheegi yaadein ..

gmail ya yahoo ?

These days everyone is after the all cool gmail account. I finally had mine last evening but I am confused now. jeevsingh_at_yahoo_daat.com is my identity...its me!!!. So now even after having gmail I have made my mind to stick to my yahoo account. Bada bhaari decision tha doston...Parle definitely aisa hi comment maarta.

Hmm...Kal Kabra aur chuddu dono se baatein hue after a long time. But still need to catch up with so many people. Vivek Mathur sidee.....painoo (just to make you happy). Arre haan last time I wrote about Dev but forgot to write in how pathetic Fardeen khan is. Yaar bahut hi ghatiya actor hain...kuch scenes mein bandar si shaqal bana kar gussa hone ka pretention kar raha tha.hahahaha....dhyaan de, I do not use the word "acting" but pretention. Kareena is too good again, so sahi hain.

Song of the day is from the movie Khakee...."Yuhin hum tumse pyaar karte rahein". This song was not in the movie but worth listening.

Dev

Kal we went for Dev, Ranade ka treat tha. I do not get what Nihalini made, he should stick to his arty outlook and should not try to prove as a commercial director. But since Ranade paid for out tickets guilt level was a little less :)

Topius is way too busy these days. Pata nahi when I will get to talk with him, Parle ka kuch pata nahin. Everything else seems to be so steady ki boring ho jaata hain. Arre haan the exciting part...weekend we went for a Desi party. It was fun as the crowd was good but 2% did not had a very good representation, especially from the fairer sex. But the abcd crowd was oooommphhh, so was fun. We guys did a junglee dance..typical tapori junglee dance. So yeh tha mera weekend....and I have a mannat too for weeks to come :)

friday aa gayo

week paases by so fastest, I cannot telling what happening. see I cannot help it, this is part of the childish humor I enjoy at times. Anyways who gives a damn, kuch chamka ? nahin na!

Dean of CMU and Univ of Chicago are desi's ...both from IIT-Kgp. I don't like the last part though :). Aur to aaj raat ko maybe we go to desi party, anu ajay ranade and me. Dekhtein hain hota kya hain. I am waiting for a phone call but that phone call does not comes. It never comes :(, but now I am used to it but still on certain days I miss that call a lot..sentiiiiiiiiiiiii

Bharat Garg is working and as OP says a lot, so theek hain. Der Saver kismat makes you toil and fight for what you want to achieve. Also I was suprised to know that one of my seniors Mittal left mit to join a music school...this is so bestest news. Banda stud tha but to take these steps you neend something not everyone is born with.

Music scene is so pathetic, koi maar do Sameer ko maar do...Aur these idiotics gay brother musicians, not 3-4 but those who work as a pair. They suck all of them...yesh J-L too. Koi please maar do!!

Another good news is Vivek Mathur is moving on....he is moving to a UK based company in India. So me happy for him, happy se yaad aaya Happy to me for Topius, his life seems to be getting a direction and he is working hard towards it. I am happy he never liked Materials Sciences.

comments

So finally I have 2 comments on my blog from my friends. I won't delve into the finer details as to how they came to know about this blog. Nothing exceptional in life these days, made a few new online friends today. Music mein I am back into pakistani pop, Atif Aslams unplugged songs sun raha hoon aajkal.

you kicked my daoog,

kerpal

too busy

I said it before, life is all of a sudden more busy and happening. We were in SF the whole day today, was fun, saw a lot of new places and faces :)..all desi know what I mean. But you cannot miss one thing and that was the different character the city possesses. Loads of nice bakeries and eateries and this combined with the water fronts and those topsy-turvy streets. The people seemed to be nice...no hate crimes as such on me. Saw the same sikh couple with their parents today, I had earlier seen them at the moview Main Hoon Na. But right now dead tired as another busy week awaits me.

Yuva!!!!!!!!!!!!

I simply hate it, so much bad press just to bring a movie down. I watched Yuva the first day and going for a second watch today. I simply loved the movie, I am a big admirer of Mani Ratnam characters. He makes you know them, introduces them and tells their story...Lallan, Michael, the girls (naam bhool gaya :) everyone in the movie ). Before I say anything else....Mani Ratnam acha director hain yeh bolna hoga.

They did the same to Dil Se...another masterpiece. Dimaag nahi hain to movie mat dekho is my advice to all these pathetic reviewers. You dharti par bhoj group is good for watching crap like Main Hoon Na...woh bhai bhai ka pyaar, woh mamta, woh cycle rikshaw...my foot.

I advice all those you chance upon this blog even after days of me writing these words...watch Yuva!!!. Its a good movie.